Laine's Heart

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Monday, October 13, 2008,4:59 PM

Hello world.

Hello there and i hate work. Like seriously. Life is nothing but work work work and more work. I need a breather and i need a break. Somebody out there kind enough to bring me on a holiday?

Sunday, September 07, 2008,9:14 PM

Long time coming.

Thanks to the "special" someone, i finally get my arse off her bed and my psp to blog a post. Hmm. Life can be such a bored at times. At many times of the day to be exact.

Anyway i wanna thank you for helping me with the new look for my blog - which has been kinda dead for a long time now. It was extinct. Haha. Back for more soon i promise! cheers.

Saturday, April 05, 2008,12:00 AM

Hijack Successful

Elaine has not been blogging, therefore i am helping her update a few words...

She has been abducted by aliens and now she is going through some operations for her head...
She informed me telepathically that she missed everyone.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007,2:50 AM

tue

Life's been pretty fcuked since the last time i blogged. Details shall remain untold (only those super close frens of mine knows).

I am at a lost for words rite now. Everything jus seemed so haywired for me. I dunno how long can i actually stay strong and withstand it all.

I miss u, pls get well soon. I miss the healthy and possessive u. I miss your laughers, your smile, your smell, your kisses, your cuddles, your love. I miss it all. Pls come back to me.

Thursday, April 12, 2007,7:21 PM

thur

Hello peeps. Its been a long while now. And i just realised my frens stil do drop by and leave a tag or two.

If ya wondering what ive been up to, well here goes. Daily routine wld be hittin the gym 3x weekly wit my baby girl, Jessie and of coz the rest of the time i spent it snugglin up under the sheets. And oh, not forgettin work too. And school. And assignments. ....

Hi to mummy, hi to my bro, hi to Cara and hi to ya'll!!!

Hi to my bestie Becky. Heard from Candice regarding her current situation and i miss her dearly. Its been a long while since we had any real chat or convo. Pls get back to me asap as promised.

Hi Baby girl!!! Haha :D

Till den.
Love,
Elaine

Saturday, March 10, 2007,12:08 AM

fri

Hi all. Sorry for the lack of post. I am taking a break from blogging. Blogger is pissing me off big time.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007,12:45 AM

mon

Finally i made a point to wake up early and dragged my ever so lazy arse to school. Lessons were from 930am - 1230pm. Its been a long while since i attend school and well, i am glad i was still able to catch up and cope with whatever thats been goin on while on the disappearin act. Thanks to Vincent, i managed to get myself into a grp for the assignment. Thanks dude. Really appreciate it.

I think i will have to accept the possible fact that my clique in school are gonna be mostly guys. Hmmm. Which spells total boredom. I know a couple of other guys apart from Vincent today. They'r quite laid back and friendly dudes. I shall not be fussy now. Its always nice makin new friends regardless of the gender ain't it. Haha.

I made a trip to the library after my lessons and borrowed a couple of SELF and SHAPE mags. It has been a long while and i miss reading such mags and i wanna gain more knowledge when it comes to fitness too? And i got my hair trimmed too. Finally. Feels like a ton off my head after that. I love that fresh and light feeling i get each time i get my hair trimmed. Thinkin of addin a little color to my hair too, its apparently too black for my liking. Probably dark blonde or light brown. Any beta suggestions pple?

As for the rest of the evening, it was movie marathon. Step Up, The Perfect Man, Goal. Due to the rain, instead of making a trip to town we decided to rent DVDs and be couch potatoes. I will not to make that a habit thou.

For certain reasons im feelin really drained now thou it is onli 1am. Its so not Elaine to hit the sack at this time of the nite. School's at 2pm tmr.

So i'ma go now.

Sunday, February 25, 2007,11:55 PM

sun

Its a rainy day. I love it when the weather's such. All rainy and cosy. Jus an ideal day to cuddle with ur loved one. Where's mine? Secretly stashed away in my cupboard. Haha.

I am suppose to be going over to my cousin's place this evening for house warming. Dinner included of coz. But i chose not to. I am too lazy for that and i'd rather be in the comforts of my sheets. I'd much prefer to spend the time just doing things i enjoy since i've been missing out much of that recently. I know i am weird but sometimes i love it when i am able to do nothing but just sit by my desk or lay on my bed surfing the net or blog hop. I enjoy reading interesting blogs. Even if i dunno that person.

Couple of days back, Wye smsed me. Just to deliver a piece of news to me. "Damn. U shld have joined me las nite. I kinda kissed "D"." She fcukin arsehole. How dare she kissed D knowing that i am interested in D and to think she's my buddy! I am still as pissed off as im now as compared to that fateful day when she smsed me. For that, i ain't gonna forgive her. I am still dying to know D. Even thou, the desire is not that strong anymore compared to when i first got to know about D but. i. still. wanna. know. D. I dun mind being just frens. I just gotta learn to have a little more self control thats all.

Jessie is upset due to certain reasons which i shall not state. I personally dun think its wise that i pen it down. Babe if ur sad, im sad and if im sad, Cara's sad. So if ur sad, all the 3 of us will be. So pls dun be sad anymore. Cheer up for our sake yeah? The next time we meet, i will give u a big hug to make u feel beta. That is if it does :D

I like my current job. I enjoy it pretty much in fact. Thou the pay's peanuts but oh well, at least it still is a source of income for me rather then i plain live off my parent's pockets. Colleagues are alrite except for one black sheep. I can't show that i hate him or disrespects him or anything like that too coz afterall he is the one thats in charge of the CA's weekly schedules. I wish i am able to get more shifts thou. I am in need of cash. Can i have a sugar daddy pls?

One thing i hate and a habit i've to get rid of at work. That is to be able to stop eating and resist the temptation to wanna chew on food even when i am not hungry. Working in an F&B environment has always been a bad idea to me. I was working in a bubble tea dessert shop the other time and i kinda gained some weight. Frens claimed that my face got chubby after a month there even thou i kept up with my weekly fitness routine. Now that i dun even have the time to exercise, i really do not wish to imagine how i might look like after a period of time. So i will have to say NO to the continuous intake of food while i am my 5hrs or 8hrs shift. Bye bye to my ramen, chicken bao, bananas, the works, green tea, french fries, prawn rolls, sotong balls, string rolls, samosas, black pepper wings, and the list goes on.

It's been a while since we last communicate. Surprisingly enough i am quite alrite about it as compared to months back. I am now fully able to control and substain myself from sms-ing u for absolutely no reason at all or callin u just so to hear ur voice or to tell u i miss u. It was certainly nice to have u calling me and smsing me all the time back den and hearin how much u miss me and wanna be wit me. But things changed over time and it still is changin i believe. I think it is much better now of a situation for us as compared to the past few months even thou u were a great company. It was really disappointing when i finally got to know the real and true you. U weren't exactly the kind of person u seemed to be. Well, i guess that was kinda expected since we never really knew each other before we jumped straight into this whole drama. I am glad that we r finally out of it now. I think u and i both are relieved that we ended up as just friends eventually.

I miss u and i love ur company lately. I miss mockin u by sayin how much u stink coz u haven hit the showers when the clock reads 931pm. I miss the way ur hands brushes against my waist once in awhile while walkin down the streets of orchard road. I miss the way u held my hand and softly plant kisses on it. I miss the way u hold and hug me when some guys tries to be funny and cheeky wit me esp u-know-who. I miss those sheepish eyes u gave me when ya in need of some pamperin and TLC. I miss the sense of jealousy u have and gave me when i say so and so is/are hot/sexy, esp D. I miss tellin u that at the end of the day, ur the one for me.

I think i beta stop now before i start to feel all emo again.

Friday, February 23, 2007,6:25 PM

fri

It was a nite filled with love, comfort and warmth.

Another Idle day.

Have u ever tried not doing anything but jus plain sleepin thru the entire day? Slept at 12am the nite before, woke up at 2pm the next afternoon, got up and washed ya face brushed ya teeth and lay back in bed just coz there's nothin beta for ya to do and before ya realised it u slipped off to dreamland again till 6pm? The feelin is jus shiok! Haha. Yeah, that was what i did today, basically.

After an almost a week long of hols, it is back to work tomorrow. Yesterday i missed school and got hella load of scoldin. Lazy arse, u deserved it.

Argh! I sincerely needa continue watching Prison Break. Needa catch up wit my frens. Esp Jessie and Cara!! Sometimes it seems like they'r speakin in some sorta foreign language which i can barely understand. Lword stil is the priority i guess. Haha.

I am hungry. I need food. I need some warm soupy asian food.

Btw, Happy Birthday to Ben Zeger.

Thursday, February 22, 2007,1:30 AM

thur

I did nothing much today.

Woke up earlier den expected so make a trip to NUS. Was hoping against hope that i'd somehow bump into my eye candy. But too bad la. A short walk from the bus stop to the Office Of Admissions somehow clearly tells me my wish ain't gonna come true. Back and forth, onli a total of 5 other person walked past us. That was so pathetic. Sigh.

Lunch was at the Clementi's most famous Fish & Chips. Or so they claimed but seriously speaking i dun c or taste how fantastic the chips are. I had the grilled fish with cream sauce. Was so so ok. Rate it 5/10.

Made a trip to Jurong Point with the intention of buying the wallet which ive been eyeing for. But. It was gone. Sigh. A fruitless trip. I hate the feeling of not gettin or achieving what i want or aim for. I hate it. It jus simply ruins my mood and make me all cranky and grouchy. Anyways to calm myself down i decided to head off to Billy Bombers to get their Cookies & Cream milkshake. In the end i was forced to eat the nachos chili as well. Immediately after the huge amount of food intake, i felt so sleepy. Slept in the train all the way back to Yishun.

I was supposed to be working at 5pm today but there was a changed of shift at the very last min so i got back home at about 530pm. Hit the showers, surf a lil net and did some blog hoppin. When i was about to nap a lil, dad asked me to have my dinner. Gosh. Again. Food. I was as bloated as hell. Just to make my dad happy coz he made the effort to prepare dinner for us all, i ate a lil and stri after that i hit the sacks. Even thou it was so wrong to sleep immediately after eating but i was sincerely too drained. Woke up at 9pm due to a phonecall.

It was really nice watching you sleep. And oh did i tell u i love the way u smell ? I love u.