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Wednesday, January 31, 2007,2:33 PM
wed
Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You
I dun understand whats goin thru one's mind at times. Weird behaviours and reactions that account for notink at all. Those fcukin retards should jus go and burn in hell. A wastage of space on earth. Absolutely annoying. Absolutely redundant.
Pple shld jus admit to the fact that they bitched abt someone behind his/her back. If for a certain reason hence that disgustin behaviour, one should have tot of the consequences before they do what they did. The end result might not be exactly favourable to ya at all. Ya might jus end up wit notink at all. While some other pple jus love pokin their noses or stickin their bloody foot into other pple's affair which doesn fuckin concern them in the first place at all. Silly stupid fcuked up irritants.
Do u understand the fcukin term, leave me alone and fcuk off? Stop botherin me, finally seen ur true fcukin color. Jus quit it wit the lies already.
Get a life. Its about time.
Monday, January 29, 2007,8:36 PM
mon
A pretty normal weekend. Had a slpover on sat. Spent the sunday jus slpin it away. Feels like ive not done anytink fruitful lately. I tink i needa have 5days of sch out of 7days. So that i'l get my act togther and get all discipline again. Otherwise, late nites and all. And i needa resume my work out routine, im gainin pounds !!! Dun wanna end up havin a figure like, HER.
Ooh, i tink Felicia Chin is kinda cute. Quite hot eh. Haha. After watchin a couple episodes of the 7pm chinese show, ive decided. That i like that show and ima follow up. Thanks my lil bro for recording it for me so im able to watch it when i get home at nite. Felicia chin has a cool hairstyle, baby fringe and short short short shouldered length light brown hair? Hottie.
Can't wait to catch the latest episode of Lword. Thats one thing i look forward to every week. Its such a torture to hafta catch it off the net jus coz spore doesn show it. Bloody annoyin.
Probably its wiser not to think too much at times.
Friday, January 26, 2007,8:54 PM
fri
I am apparently abandoned somewhere. Just sippin some coffee and surfing away. Blog hoppin and eventually decided to blog as well. Today's a rather boring day. Plans did not go my way at all. Woke up much later den planned hence whatever i had planned for the morning went dw the drain. Darn. What a way to get the day started huh.
Its amazing how some pple are stil lost in their secondary school era where they requested for a fight which in their terms, "1 on 1" wit another party whom supposingly bitched abt em. First, i'd like to say, plz make sure u got ur facts rite. Coz mayb ya jus being oversensitive hence assumin pple are actually that free to be talkin behind ya back.
I needa work out. After weeks of not doin any sorta physical exercises at all, I feel fat. When i used to have the disclipine to run at least ONCE a day on a lazy week. On those hardworkin and can-be-bothered weeks, i can work out like 4 - 5times per week. I so miss that. I miss playin tennis wit the coach, i miss swimmin while catching a tan wit my lil bro, i miss runnin wit e company of my ipod, i miss playin soccer and basketball. ARGH. Guess now Im simply way too lazy or due to some other reasons. I ain't tt busy of a person so i really cant figure out whats the real reason (s) behind it all.
I popped my very first cork last nite during dinner wit the family. Ok, now before u guys get me totally wrong, i'd like to explain. The cork i'm referin to is the thingy tt is used to cap champange bottles? So u dirty minded creatures, go get ur brains wash wit detergent NOW! I had steak wit fried onions and mixed vegetables + sour cream mashed potato for dinner. Needless to say, it was superb!! Ate and ate and drank and drank till my stomach bloated like fcuk.
Ya know, normally the defination of dinner wld be, settle dw, food arrive, eat and get out of the kitchen. Lately it doesn seems so. Dinner dragged on for at least 2.5hrs. We wld be sittin togther, eating and talkin til time for daddy to hit the sack? Poor daddy, always kena forced to sit by the dining table till mum gives the green light to make a disappearance. Anyways, they'r great company and i'd love to be there for them at all times. Jus that sometimes i wish ive control over certain stuff so i cld really be of great help.
I'ma take a break for now.
,2:16 AM
thur
I had a wonderful day. With great company and lotsa laughters and joy to go along wit. Pple like Xiuhui, Tiff and Jessie to fill my day up wit. Day started off at 944am. Dragged myself off the bed to hit the showers after which i got myself dressed up and bag packed, ready to hit the road. It was den i realised what a cool weather it is today. Well, the surprise that i planned didn exactly worked out for me. Nevertheless, it was all fine.
Instead of straight off to the desired destination, i met up wit Xiuhui and Tiff for lunch at AMK first. Had sliced fish noodle soup and a huge glass of freshly squeezed sugarcane juice with lemon. Before my lunch arrived, i tot i cld managed 2 bowls of it but in the end, i was strugglin to finish one miserable bowl. Anyways. After lunch, we sat ard a lil longer jus talkin about some random stuff. After which, we roamed ard AMK for longer den intended and it was finally off to school.
Today's the first day for NYP OPEN HOUSE. Boring, crowded, noisy and irritatin as per every year. Upon reachin the atrium, the entire area was filled wit blurred lookin kiddos. Haha. NEWBIES!!!. And worse stil, stinky school uniformed kids from various schools. Gosh, Do i needa mention how much they STINK?! Irritating annoying buggers, ahbengs and ahlians tryna act tough and as if they own the school's compound. Get a life suckers! Well, as cheeky and greedy we are, we decided to act as if we r part of the newbies and sign up for a goody bag. Haha. And NYP SO CHEAPO!, onli give a worthless pen and some stupid brochures. Argh.
We den proceeded to level 3 where the games corner were and played some of em and won ourselves some prizes. Hmm not exactly some prices la, jus some mini items? Like a notebook? Pen? and some stupid lookin compass? Gosh. Really cheapo. To think we paid so much for a sem. The best part of this entire open house drama is, there's a booth that does henna for FREE!! Ya know, the malay orange thingy that stains ya skin? Haha thats the one im referin to and i got myself a really nice design on my rite hand. And i love it! Thank u for ya patience my sweet lil thing :D
Jessie came complainin to me once i entered the lab. She was plannin on tellin me wat happened in lab earlier on before we all arrived. Oh well, kinda expected it coz drama queens in the labbie. Well babe, jus to let ya know, ya most welcome to bitch to me regarding anything at all. Im at all ears. Haha! And hey, chill, those pple arent worth ur anger yeah? *Your milkshake brings all the boys to e yarn, darn rite its beta den yours.......* Get my drift? LOL.
I met Hady Marza. Erm, did i got his name correctly spelled? He's a nice and humble guy. Funny too. And yeah, while sitting in the auditorim, i felt as if im in SURIA, coz i swear to god, it was filled wit 90% malays. Not being racists here but its jus that ive never been stuck with THAT many of em before. Oh and, foreign bodies performance was great. Well jus for the fact that the girls look pretty hot in those outfit of theirs.
And oh, before i forget. REBECCA CHOONG!!! U postponed our meetup again. Mus i remind ya how mad and pissed off i'm wit u? U beta make it all up to me after ya exams otherwise. We'r no longer frens, ya hear me?! And for that, ya gotta do lunch, movie, dinner and a stroll in the park wit me. Ok, jus kiddin abt the strollin part.
Something which i needa get off my chest.
Ya know, stop intruding into other pple's life. They are not obliged to listen to whatever u say or watsoever. It's ya life u shld be more concern about and that fren of urs whose life is forever wrecked. So stop tryna control other pple's. I might be really affected by what u said or how u perceived me as an individual initially but ya know somethin, i dun fcukin give a damn now. Coz ya so not worth it. So pissed off and stop tryna control my life or the pple ard me.
PS : I tink ya hot :D
Thursday, January 25, 2007,12:18 AM
thur
Haven been doin much in my life lately. Days became nites while nites became days. So instead of havin nitemares i am having daydreams. All the late nites's making me all emo and missin someone whom i shldnt. Someone whom i shldn even dream about havin. Dis sucks. I made the mistakes, i shld be payin for it isnt it? So pple, believe in retributions. They do exist. And oh, so does karma.
Something random :
I was at Ben & Jerry's earlier dis evening jus chillin out and surfin the net. And guess who works there? Theo. Yeah that hot chick whom we once knew from tennis IVP back in the year 2005? One of my fren, actually wanted to get to know her but she rejected him. Hehe. Shld have seen the look on his face when she asked for HER number instead. Laughed my ass off. Anyways Theo's stil lookin hot as ever. :D Whoever got her is a lucky guy. Haha.
Its weird. I dun find myself lookin and missin u that much anymore. When u used to occupy my mind like 90% of the time. I became such a wreck coz of u. Whenever i see or hear something that reminds me of you, i just went all weak and emo again. I dunno whats the actual reason(s) behind it all but I think its for real this time. I'm gettin over you. I really am.
Chris Brown - Say Goodbye. Check out the lyrics.
Monday, January 22, 2007,2:58 PM
mon
An interesting piece of news. Las week while walking towards PS, i saw HER. She has a new and different outlook now. Jus viewed her friendster pic 2 days back and she has dis andro kinda outlook. Hmmm. Well i guess thats the trend in girls lately. Most of em are tryin too hard to have that Shane's andro outlook which i find totally gross. Coz honestly, no matter hw hard they try, they can neva achieve that. So for goodness sake, pls stop. Suckers.Regina told me earlier that somehow guys looks damn charming in polo tees. And somehow i agree wit that statement of hers. WHY?! I also dunno. But ya know, u look damn cute in polo tee. But its jus really depressin that ya dun belong to me. Sometimes it doesn pay to be a nice.
Sunday, January 21, 2007,4:24 PM
sun
Ok. I had the weirdest and unbelievable dream eva. Its sincerely sensual and sexual so i doubt its a really good idea if i were to describe it vividly in here. So i shall not. For more details, pls give my cell a buzz. Haha!
Im. Apparently. Really. Unstable. Due. To. The. Dream.
Ya know, i really wish that the dream was real. If onli, it really is that way in MY life. ARGH!
,2:36 AM
sat
Hottie :)
What ya think?
Saturday, January 20, 2007,7:17 PM
sat
It is yet another rainy day. Hey, rainy season are supposed to be long over mann. Wats up wit the weather? Its so up to make me feel oh so emo and depressed. ARGH.
Dark and gloomy.
I missed sch again today. Yes, 930am lessons on a SATURDAY mornin. Who in their insane mind will actually wake up at 730am in the mornin on a saturday? Well, found out i wasnt the onli one thou. Saturday la, explains everything.
Dinner time!
,2:15 AM
fri
I loved the way you looked at me when you first laid eyes on me.I loved the way you flirted with me.I loved the way you asked for my number.I loved the way we conversed on the phone.I loved the way you fumbled when you chat with me on MSN.I loved the way your smses put a smile across my face.I loved the way you smells every single time we met up.I loved the way you mingle with children.I loved the way you looked when you chance upon a toy store.I loved the way you reacted protectively when danger is near.I loved the way you held my waist.I loved the way you hugged me.I loved the way you cuddled me.I loved the way you embraced me in your arms.I loved the way you creeped up onto me and sneaked me mini kisses.I loved the way you kissed me.I loved the way you sound when you tell me how much you miss me.I loved the way you sound when you whispered "I Love You.".I loved the way you loved me.Loser.
Thursday, January 18, 2007,5:08 PM
thur
ARGH! Woke up late and missed class today. OB. Sickenin module. And probably the worst module ive eva taken. To add on, i woke up feelin kinda lousy. And rather lethargic. I know there are stuff on my mind but jus cant pinpoint what. Craps. It might jus be PMS for all i know. Hopefully it is.Nonetheless, its a day to be joyous for. Missin ur company, smiles, cuddles and kisses. But seems like that i ain't gonna receive those gestures anytime soon. Or not eva.Someone close to me lectured me regarding life. Was telling me and askin me to realise the importance of havin good education and the rightful amt of certs in order to be successful when it comes to career. Hmm. It really got me thinking. I mean, look at the state im in now apparently. Neither here nor there. Sometimes i feel lost. Sometimes im uncertain of what i want or need. Sometimes i dunno what is good for me. Sometimes i do things even thou i know i will eventually regret. Sometimes im jus a freakin weirdo. WHY? Can somebody pls help me with those qns of mine?Heard some really sad and depressin news frm my best bud las nite. Had a date wit her on MSN but as soon as i logged on, e first thing she told me was that she's feelin really really lousy and she had been cryin for 30min now. Well, she told me the whole story (which i aint gonna type it here coz it jus aint rite.) and she left hm as mentioned. Travelled to that particular destination and after she was done wit what she planned to do, she stayed out til the first train. ARGH! Girl, u have no freakin idea how worried and paranoid u got me. N u got me pissed as well coz despite the countless of times i told ya it aint safe to be alone out there YET u hear none of it. ARGH. SO, for that u owe me one. And pls rmb. CRYIN MAKES ONE BLIND. So stop. Dun cry anymore. He's not worth ur tears. Or rather, no guys r worth any of us ladies tears. So yeah. Dun forget our lunch date tmr. Gonna pour out all my sorrows to ya and hopefully u dun drown in it. Or rather, both of us dun drown in OUR sorrows. Gosh. Sad and depressed chicks. Haha.Btw, great chat on msn dis afternoon. Think it was 3hrs long? From ya sentences like "...haha." till "...hahaaaaaaaa.". That wld meant i managed to cheer u up afterall. So mission accomplished!"Just So You Know" affects me now. I wonder why.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007,7:35 AM
wed
ARGH! Wat am i doin up at dis hr?! 7.25am. Jus cldn get to slp thou i rmb vividly that i was havin a headache and was kinda drained before i even hit the sheets at 330am. Gosh. What is wrong wit me.
Mayb it was due to the fact that my stomach was growling? I dunno.
Ok now that im starin into the lappie screen, my eyes are startin to hurt a lil. Which hopefully means, its time for me grab some rest/slp.
Lunch wit Deepa and probably gang at 1230pm today in sch's canteen.
Followed by.
Business Stats lect at 2pm - 5pm.
Followed by.
Anyone who wants me for his/her date in the evening + nite.
Haha.
Regina informed me las nite that she wldn be attendin classes today. Due to certain unfortunate events. Or rather event for that matter huh. Well babe, nobody will be there to rescue me today IF i meet with any "accident" in particular. Ya get my drift.
Oh. As i was checkin thru my previous entry for typo errors. I rmb sometink. I did not exactly complete my post. I'd like to add on to the las paragraph : Nonetheless, i'd stil like to say thank u for helpin becky as promised. So here goes, Thank You. I appreciate all that u had done for her. So yeah.
Peace out~
,12:36 AM
tue
Sch finally started. I was practically draggin myself to sch today coz i was seriously kinda lazy to travel. Considerin the distance and time required compared to the past wen i was in NYP. Plus the more den a month of hols didn help much either. I need to get myself all disclipined and enthu abt sch again. I need some eye candy to motivate me!! Anyways. That aside. As usual, i arrived later den supposed. So i sat rite behind the exit with 2 spaces in between me and a rather weird lookin girl. Weird but kinda friendly. Borrowed a highlighter frm her thou. Haha. For certain reasons, i left the lect hall a couple of times within the 2+hrs of class and thank goodness i did not missed out on the signin of attendance otherwise i'd b screwed. Wasted trip to sch. And so so so screwed.
Met up wit regina and some other buddies frm the previous lect grp. Suddenly i felt so cheerful and alive. Its been a while since i met em and they actually brighten up my mood. Was feelin rather emo and sucky at the beginnin of e day thou. Exchanged a few lines wit Deepa and grabbed dinner wit Pinkie. Well, tea break to be exact coz she onli had fries and 3 cups of plain water while i had none, was onli there for the company. Haha.
I miss havin someone really nice to talk to. Frenz like becky no longer exist. I thank god for a fren like becky, who neva fails to be there for me regardless of wat. Girl, if ya readin dis, THANK U SO MUCH FOR STANDIN BY ME :) And ya know wat, im out of it. Im way over her. I mean why shld i torture myself and get all upset and emotional wit someone like her. Who can simply and merely jus walk out after all that she claimed? It wasn even a week! Its all bullcrap comin from someone whom i once tot was all noble and charmin. Ya know what, i tink i beta stop bitchin now coz i neva know who actually reads my blog. I might jus get sued or harressed.
Its sincerely nice and carefree now thou. Haha! Clubbin anyone ? :D
Monday, January 01, 2007,5:23 PM
mon
First of all : HAPPY YEAR NEW PEEPS!!!
Current feelin : EMO.
What The Fuck.
Anyways last 2 days was a total BLAST. Spent it wit Hidayah. And her fren(s). Vanessa and Carina. Haha! They'r damn funnie and fun pple to be wit la. Van is jus totally crazy and unexpected. Carina is jus so cute and sweet :D Best part, they'r both totally crazy over SHANE & CARMEN. HAHA!! Yes! I've found my clique. Anyways. I'm not gonna get too hyper rite now. I'm actually feelin rather goggly and dizzy rite now coz i jus woke up from barely 5hrs of sleep.
Esplanade was jammed packed las nite. We were practically sittin by the roadside waitin for the fireworks to start. We were there ard 10pm and it was so irritatin wit pple walkin in all directions everywhere ard us. It started to drizzle at ard 11pm and the crowd started to clear. While the 5 of us were still sittin by the roadside with onli one small pathetic umbrella shelterin us. Of coz, i got half of myself drenched. We were actually hopin tt the drizzle will continue so there wldn b much of a crowd. Instead it stopped rainin pretty much soon and e crowd came in again. ARGH. Whatever la. I shall understand that there r stil thousands of pple out there who wish to feel the new year's mood as well. The world doesn onli revolve around the 5 of us.
After the whole 12midnite-fireworks-thingy we walked all the way to clarke quey. Wanted to get into a club and get ourselves wasted. But apparently it was jammed packed everywhere. So in the end, we decided to jus settle wit some 7-11 booze and find a spot to call our own. BUT. Even the 7-11 was packed. Damnit. Onli booze available was beer. So changed our minds. Sat on e floor and talked a lil den Cara suggested suntec starbucks. Thou we were kinda tired, we stil managed to walk all the way there. The route for us last nite was travellin frm cityhall station to esplanade to clark quey to suntec to esplanade again. Gosh. Wth.
Sorry guys but im too tired to type out the whole of las nite's happenings. So im jus gonna stop here. Pardon me. Dinner time~
Btw. New year's resolution : To Love One And Onli. Hmmmm.