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Wednesday, June 29, 2005,4:37 PM
Wednesday , 29th June 2005
Mp3 : 5ive- Got The Feelin'Been listenin to my ipod the whole time in lab nowadays. Wld rather listen to some music den hearin the typin of keys on the keyboards. Our lab kena spot checked twice today. Monicat and the DT. Pretty annoyin i can say. Its already e las couple of weeks for FYP n they have to start treatin us like prisoners. Unfair. Its already 4.38pm n so far ive onli taken a meal. Am i hungry? hmm not really, its weird. Will be headin towards town for movie at 6pm. Yeah 2nd movie of e week. War of the worlds. Thinkin of wat shld i have for dinner. Notink much to blog dis time ard. Brb.
,9:06 AM
Tuesday , 28th June 2005
Many many thanks to kel!!!Was 5min late for sch,thank goodness Elaine wasn in e office.Phew.Hopefully she MIA e wholeday. Such a pain in e ass. Wokeup feelin extremely hungry n my thighs r hurtin a lil as well. Due to yest Napfa test. Hmm kinda proud e results i managed to obtained. Wld like to thank God for tt n my every thur runnin routine. Wit Cara. OOOH watched "A lot like love" las nite. Was sittin in e threatre all stinky n smelly i suppose. There's dis stupid couple sittin behind me who cldn stop kickin my sit. BIG TIME ASSHOLES! e show was actually quite interestin n funny but spend 1/2 of e time fumin ova them. Tt bloody guy's legs, i chop off den he know!! Im so starvin rite nw i cld swallow a cow. Things r finally lookin slighly up for em. Dad got a job. Hopefully everythin will eventually b fine. Hope he earns more den the past. Hope wat happened is A Blessin In Disguise. Hope tt e family will b happier den before.Current status : Eyes = 3/4 open.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005,12:52 PM
Monday , 27th June 2005
Mp3 : Dream - This Is MeFYP = Week 10. Hmm thats really fast. Time flies wen ya slackin al the way. Haha. Got loads more stuff to do. Complete my own E-learnin Webbie, AES webby, Documentation, Presentation slides, Gantt chart. In abt 3weeks time, attachment begins. Den before i even realise it, i graduate n time for me to look for a job. Finally transform into a real adult. Workin adult. Dun get over sensitive. Its not tt i've drifted distant frm u. Its juz tt ive been pretty drained frm sch n all. With Elaine on my ass practically every min of e day. Dunno y juz dun feel too rite, stressed n everythin'. Me miss those times wen we get to spendtime alone, catchin movies, juz hang ard in town enjoyin eachothers' company. Hmm wonder wen wil i get tt kinda contentment again. But den again, we cant possibly turn back time. In life, things r always changin n we have to constantly move on n try to b happy n contented no matter wat happens. So let us all face reality happily ok? Ur always on my mind...
Monday, June 27, 2005,10:57 AM
Sunday , 26th June 2005
Haven been doin much lately. Juz restoredMz's poddy n added a whole load of songs into it. Updated my ipod as well. Cleared some songs which is juz there for the space. Didn even listen to it so y shld it remain there? Deposit the unused. Hehe.Woke up at 830am today. Dunno y juz cldn really slp well. Thou i'm really tired. Due to that ive been missin out on quite an amount of slp. Time checked : 11.10AM. N im startin to fell bit goggly. Eyes r startin to get tired frm al the starin onto the lappie screen. Mum juz asked me to sweep e hse for her. Did it. Gonna go woodlands lib to do a lil bit of studyin n proj lata. Hmm wonder wat time wil tt be. Gettin pretty lazy these days. Juz wanna stay home n slack slack slack n slack. Wanna grab some slp now. Brb.
Saturday, June 25, 2005,11:16 AM
Friday , 24th June 2005
Yawnz. So slpy rite now. Time check = 11.15am. Juz got back frm FJ. Had a huge servin of chicken chop wit 2side dishes (fried rice & omelette). So full now. Argh. Las nite after trainin i had creamy chicken. It was so cheesy tt i had a hard time digestin it. Ended up wit tummy discomfort. Slept thru it i guess.Mp3 - The Moffatts : Don't Walk AwayWoke up at 630am to wake Caraup. Told myself 15more min to slp in before showerin. Ended up slpin til 730am. Thank god she sms me. Haha. But sorry to her coz i promised her egg mayo bread breakfas 3days ago. Till today, ive yet deliver it to her. Gosh so lazy im these days. Even an earthquake cant wake me up frm my slp. Tsktsk. Elaine came to check on me liao. She look quite alrite wit e amount of work i managed to do within 1 1/2 days? So many many thanks to Cara - once again. Helped me wit e frames n stuff. Without u im a goner. Thank u so much sweetie!!
,12:43 AM
Friday , 24th June 2005
Practically snappin at everyone possible. Supa pissed rite now. Dun ask me y. Juz am. Tired too. Had a 3.2k run n shoot a couple of hoops. Yeah know it aint much of a run but juz wanna get my stamina up again.
Thursday, June 23, 2005,10:36 PM
Thursday , 23rd June 2005
My dayz juz never fail to get beta. Feelin a whole load of different emotions al combine into one rite now. Remorseful coz i didn wakeup in time to wake cara up hence shes late for her classes. I guess. I got to sch at 904am. Earlier den any day in dis week but so wat? Stil am late. Stil am gonna get shit frm Elaine.
Things r or might b lookin fruitful for the family. 3 lil ones in the family. Will try my v best to help em out as often as i possibly can. N i wanna. Coz he had done alot for me as well. Provide my meals n teach me how to b a beta person. I sincerely appreciate it all. She, thou i cant stan the way she treats her n the tinks she said abt/to her at times, she is a great mum. One whose v diff frm others. One whose really knowledgable n one who gives good advice. They helped me wen i almos got into trouble wit the police. They r seriously good good pple, who knows notink abt greed, who r helpful, who'r willin to lend money to pple whos in need thou they know they'l probably b strugglin wit their own finance for e entire month. God, plz bless dis family. I will n they'l b eternally grateful to U.
,2:25 AM
Wednesday , 22nd June 2005
Its amazin how stubborn one can get. Ive been late for sch since dis monday but i DID turn up for sch rite? Too bad tts not wat matters to Elaine. Late = Absent. Stupid Ass!! I wokeup at 715am today, sometink tells me to beta get my ass movin n go to sch. But i stubborn la, didn heed tt lil advice n go back to Zzzz. True enough, 9am Elaine called my HP. Damn scarred. Got up, showered, go sch. Brenda sms me while on my way there, told me tt Elaine knew e truth. That i was late since Monday. Great. Juz great. Decided to pluck up my courage n apologise to Elaine personally. Thank god she's quite alrite wen she saw me. Hmm juz tt shes gonna keep a close watch on me n make sure ive some work to show her at e end of 12weeks. Basically im screwed again. A huge SIGHZ.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005,5:37 AM
Monday , 20th June 2005
Mp3 - Frankie. J : Don't Wanna TryConfessions. Ain easy mos of the time. Esp wen ya did sometink seriously wrong. Confessed sometink to my mate, Brenda today. She seems composed abt it. Weekends were kinda bored n unhappy. Lotsa unhappy events which r definately not worth mentionin. N oh need to go to the doc for consultation. My face, givin me problems. Lotsa pimples poppin out. Afraid it might get serious so beta get treatment ASAP. Hmm gotta take cash frm Mum probably tmr n go wit my bro. N the USB ports on our desktop ain workin as well. Cash needed again. Mum!! So need ya rite now. Haha ! oh need to get facial foam n hair conditional as well. Oops.Seriously notink much to blog these days. Life's a bore bore bore. Dun ya agree?
Sunday, June 19, 2005,4:29 AM
Saturday , 18th June 2005
Happy 19th Bday to my bestest best bud, MZ!! hehe If ya happen to read my blog rmb to say thanks to me ah for wishin ya. Hehe!! Anywayz have a nice day yeah..live life as happily as u can..coz not everybody is goin thru a smooth time...To tt fucker dickhead : U gonna burn in hell for framin someone n gettin tt someone fired. He has a whole family to feed. U dun fuckin c that do ya? Nah its alrite, juz tt e kid tts in ya wife stomach now is gonna get al the retribution.
Saturday, June 18, 2005,12:01 AM
Friday , 17th June 2005
What a lazy sch day. Serious sian-sa-tion. Cant seem to stop yawnin. Haven been gettin enough slp lately, always late nites. It seem like i've not stop complainin abt sch since FYP started. Hmm. Sometimes i do wish im those kinda nerds who loves to go sch, to em its like a wholeday trip to orchard. Since its stil really early in the mornin, my mind's stil 3/4 aslp n im definately not sober at all. Damn wish the day wld end n a new weekend begins. Fun fun fun and more fun. Mayb soccer on Sunday. Hopefully, hehe miss playin soccer wit the boys. Hmm.3.37pmJuz came back frm the canteen. Grabbed a bubbletea wit Brenda's money. Hmm no cash wit me now. Sighz. Was out for break at 10am til 11am. Came back realisin tt Joel wasn in the lab. What does tt means? That i muz wait for him to return frm whereever he went to help me do flash. Waited n waited n waited finally he came back - at 1pm. Gonna present to Elaine at 130pm. Basically i was screwed. But managed to complete one flash n show it to Elaine. Shes pretty satisfied. Phew. A huge thanks to Joel.
Thursday, June 16, 2005,3:17 PM
Thursday , 16th June 2005
Was late for sch - again. Got to sch at erm 1pm when i was supposed to be there by 845am. Anywayz heck care. Juz attendance screwed. Ok fine, shall get serious. Ive gone dis far for this stupid silly fuckin FYP, might as well go al the way without screwin anytink up yeah. Haven had my ipod to accompany me thru the day as well. Dunno y juz dun feel like listenin to any music these days. Thou late for sch, i enjoyed my day in the lab coz its the first time after 8weeks, Brenda,Regina n me actually had a hell of a time togther. Jokin n laughin for an hour. Haha was so corny of us.
Suppose to have tennis trainin n runnin today but i skipped it. Sorry to Riza and Sebas. Hehe made ya bring runnin shoes n yet didn put em into good use. Paiseh. Nex week k, double the rounds. Hehe. Met Mz up in Bishan instead. Hmm makan LongJohn and as usual had a long long long chat. Hehe miss her. N oh she bought ipod mini. Hmm actually given by her ex. Sighz. Darling go back to him la, dun b silly yeah. Understan ya situation BUT hes really a good catch. Trust me wil ya? Anywayz so sorry abt the ipod thingy, il give ya the songs k. Hmm sometime nex week yeah.
Haven been eatin well lately. Think im gettin thinner n thinner. Hmm wonder tts good news or bad news. But i didn do tt on purpose. No time to makan. Y cant NYP have more den 4canteens?
Tuesday, June 14, 2005,3:32 PM
Tuesday , 14th June 2005
Considered my first day of sch for dis week. So its monday blues for me. Feelin so sick. Haven recover frm my bad cough yet. Hope to get fever thou den can MC. haha. Anywayz silly me. FYP = 12weeks - 7weeks. Now left 5weeks or less to go. Copin well? Wld rather not talk abt it. Hehe. Miss the chicken chop in FJ. N Big Breakfast from mac. N Billybombers' Cookies n cream milkshake. Droolin liao...yummy yummy....!!! Stomach growlin, gonna grab some food. CiaoZ
,3:32 AM
Monday , 13th June 2005
Didnt set the alarm on the previous nite so i overslept again today. Mayb its juz me sub consiciously dun wanna wakeup for sch. Tink tt muz be it. Hehe too lazy for that rite now besides im considered stil ill. Coughin non-stop. Hmm 5more weeks to the end of FYP. Stil have loads to complete. Juz prayin everyday that il c it thru.
Hmm lookin at my own room, it suddenly seems so untidy n unorganised. Haven got time off for myself i guess. Otherwise my room wldn b in such a mess. N my desk, actually spotted a couple of ants crawlin on it. Damn. Gotta go cleanup tt mess dis v instant.
Monday, June 13, 2005,11:01 AM
Sunday , 12th June 2005
Hands r lookin bit wrinkly rite now. juz did lotsa chores. Vacuum the floor, mopped the floor, cleaned all the dusty table surfaces, cleared all the books, organised em neatly, washed up all used cups n plates there'r in the kitchen. Woah. Hard work i can say. Coz i dun normally do chores. Hehe. But tink its all worth it. Hope u get well v soon. Miss ur smile n laugher.
Mp3 - Westlife : Fraglie Heart
Haven been doin much dis weekend. Unlike previous weekends. Always headin off to town or somewhere near town area. Had lotsa fun of coz spent alot too. On unnecessary items too. Aint wise. Been catchin at least one movie every week now. Aint use to b dis way. Now it seems like u have more money den i do. Ur turn to support me now. Hehe n im lovin every moment of it but im not takin any advantage of ya either. Im gonna get a job to lighten the load. Lookin at ya slpin so soundly makes me smile. I know u haven been slpin well lately n life's been pretty hectic for ya. Take dis opportunity to catch up wit the lost slp.
Sunday, June 12, 2005,2:36 PM
Saturday , 11th June 2005
Ill. yes i fell ill. muz b due to stress. haha. yeah somehow caught the flu bug and sore throat which is apparently gettin worse. makes swallowin of food really painful.
have u eva have the chance to attend to ur love one when theyr ill? its not exactly a really pleasant feelin. coz seeing someone u love sick lookin all pale sucks. how u wish ur in his/her shoes rite now. so tt u can go thru n understan the pain they'r currently goin thru. get well soon my dear. i miss ur fun lovin side. it has always been u who shower n pamper me wit love.
Mp3 : Black Eyed Peas - Don't Lie
Hmm lying gets u no where. seriously. i started lyin all coz of dis particular person named B. after not meetin her for abt 4months , B came hauntin back in my life once again. Met B in sch 3 days back. Wen i seriously forgotten tt B actually existed. Juz ironic how God always seems to get the better out of u. But fear no, coz i do not wan B back in my life. im serious abt it. So plz stop buggin me, plz stop tryin to contact me in anywayz. Drop me annoymous sms frm singnet or use some private number to call my hp at various time hopin il ans the call. i'l but i'l juz hang up. So juz giv it up.
Its not gettin any early rite now. im stil ill. N my eyes r half opened. its kinda red now. A dry feelin. Throat, not gettin any beta either. Gettin more n more sore i assume. Mayb if im lucky enough i'l b down wit fever. Come on, its juz rite to have the entire package aint it. Whose gonna attend to me?
Friday, June 10, 2005,12:23 AM
Thursday , 9th June 2005
Suddenly it seems like trust is not the rite word to use anymore. or rather believe. n u know mayb its a bad tink tt god made me a forgivin person. a person who tinks tt hatred doesn exist. a person who feels tt rather b frenz den enermy. N peeps bein forgivin is not a goood tink at all. pple will juz tink ur a dumb ass. take u for granted too. i dun even feel like mentionin tt incident tt made me wrote all these. juz hear dis : ITS OVER!!! i may b forgivin but i certainly did at least mature a lil - i aint callin her or watsoever. even if she calls so wat? fuck it.
11.56am
had been slpin since i got back frm breaky. regina is not in sch today and brenda is off for lunch break wit one of her previous classmate. im al alone here n now. havin quite a stiff neck. n am stil yawnin away. it is a v lethargic day for me today. had runnin and tennis to do at 6pm somemore. wondering whether im able to survive thru these all. *ignorance aint good. means havin the intention to avoid someone or sometink.* curently feelin slightly beta den dead.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005,2:21 AM
Monday , 6th June 2005
Mp3 : Black Eyed Peas - Pump It
Everybody, its Monday Blues today! argh needless to say. 30min after i arrived in sch Ms Elaine came by to take a look at our Gantt Chart and PPT. spent an hour doin it. after tt we took our breaky/lunch break. had western food and bubbletea again. how to get j lo's washboard abs like tt?! *depression*
haven been updatin my bloggie for 2 days liao. gettin lazy and notink much to note down either. cara bought me lotsa stuff on fri. 1] a jennyfer bag. 2] 2 spongebob boxers. 3]a spongebob softtoy which apparently ended up mine coz she left it at my hse. hoho!! we watched Cursed on sat and quite a disappointment. tell me which werewolf actually have the ability to pt middle finger at u ? totally corny yeah? and oh Monkey Business by BEP is great! hehe damn nice songs in there...
my bag was really heavy dis mornin, literally pullin my shoulder down. had lotsa stuff in there. my workin out attire. gonna do some exercise at the sports complex after sch today. hopefully ive the motivation to. too lazy these days.
Friday, June 03, 2005,11:43 PM
Friday , 3rd June 2005
Mp3 - All American Rejects : Time Stands Still
Mixed emotions stirrin inside of me.sighz.wokeup damn early today.cld barely hear the alarm. juz too drained out to start a new day. had a good workout yesterday. left for the sports complex at 6pm yesterday wit cara. promised GuiHui to bring cara for tennis trainin wen sch starts. N i did. while shes havin her trainin i did my runnin routine, hope i can even call tt a routine. i did abt 8rounds ard the tracks? exhauasted. head back to the tennis court after coolin dw. coach asked me to hit a couple of balls, ended up e entire basketful of balls. kinda joined em for trainin. aiyo wat have i gotten myself into? coach wants me to b there for trainin every thur WITH cara. haha! an excuse to get extra work out? adrenaline rush..woah..hehe...
11.29am
juz got back from the canteen. makan, chat a lil, went blk S to look for supervisor who apparently is famous for her disappearin act. Regina, whose sittin bside me, is updatin her blog as well. guess we'r all takin a break. onli Brenda,whose as hardworkin as eva. reminds me of a good fren of mine, CS. wah...now my tummy aches. muz b coz of the egg mayo sandwich i had dis mornin and the bubble tea i juz drank. wen to clear my bowels 2x liao. gosh. wonder how many more times do i need to go today. hopefully it ain the sandwich coz if it is, cara is gonna get it as well. poor her. ate my sandwiches kena diarrhoea.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005,12:36 PM
Wednesday , 1st June 2005
Yawnzzzzz..anybody realised that its a realy cosy day? even if i spent it in the lab. haha juz stole a mini nappin session. juz too tired to focus on my project. damn lazy too. cara cara cara i need ya help! help me link the pages !! argh !
My bro and me r gonna have the whole hse to ourselves dis week. parents and lil bro r out of town. hehe that means FREEDOM! complete freedom i meant. but it feels weird returnin back home al dark, quiet and alone. got back home yesterday in the evenin. wat did i do? hmm bro left for the gym while i did some cleanin up in the kitchen. finally put the clothes to wash, hung and dried. boiled some water for us both. heated up a mini dinner for myself usin the microwave. all instant food. argh! its only been 2days and im missin my mummy so so badly. i miss her cookin. argh somebody save meeeeee...
dun worry abt time spent between us gets lessen. theres always a reason and a solution behind every event tt happened in ur life. sometink to rmb always : control ya temper & patience patience patience. Juz wish ive more time by ur side everyday. missin U badly~
,1:29 AM
Tuesday , 31st May 2005
Quiet and peaceful in the lab currently. Mos of em r stil out for breaky i guess. Brenda, Regina and me juz returned frm the south canteen where i had my fried beehoon wit egg, hotdog and longbeans. n not forgettin a cup of bubbletea. sometink really wrong wit me these days, been cravin for bubbletea. tink its the pearls. notink amazin abt that wat..onli add on to ya weight...but i cant help lovin it !
12.30pm
Mp3 : Bowling for soup - Almost
had a lil sittin down and chattin wit chailing. her classes ended half an hour ago.supposingly end at 4pm today but classes cancelled at the very las min. how fortunate that is yeah? hmm mayb i shall have my self-claimed time off as well.hehe! sch's been really rowdy these days. no matter what time ur at any canteen its always filled wit pple pple pple and pple. searchin for a plc to sit is almos impossible. argh. frustrated liao. bumped into g today. juz hi and bye. a bit of an awkward situation there but oh well, sometimes dis kinda situation r unavoidable. we'r in the same sch after all. at least notink is done on purpose for now.
somebody advised me abt bein patient. as patient as possible. take tinks in stride. i tink dis advice is one i shld heed. i've lived 21years of my life and its time i do sometink abt my attitude and behaviour.for those who really know me well, im a hot/short tempered , impatient , lazy , flirty kinda person. aint v positive abt life neither. time for an attitude makeover. N i really admire those who speaks and writes fluent , proper english.
* i miss U, hope that time heals it all.