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Thursday, November 30, 2006,10:31 AM
thur
Its been 2months since i do some real exercises? I went for the napfa training session thingy wit Cara and Hui yest. Oh and Guihui joined us too. WOAH! The instructors made us work on our upper body as well as our lower body. But onli my arms are achin. Its been a while since i actually worked on those muscles i guess? Im no longer visitin the gym, doin weights and stuff. My biceps and triceps are kinda achin a lil now.
Xiuhui left for home after the whole workout. So it was down to Cara, Guihui and me. Cara showered and off we went for dinner. J8's KFC. I know, we shld b feelin guilty and all coz we r practically intakin watever we managed to burnt off. But we were too hungry to bother that much. Haha. Had an interestin talk over dinner and realised that i kinda miss hangin out wit Guihui. Almos forgot how much fun we used to have in the past. I miss havin Audrey ard too!!!
Orginal plan for the day : Bring my lil bro to the swimmin pool so we cld have some fun in the water under the sun.
Guess the weather aint promisin at all compared to the whole of yest. So tmr den.
I dun understand how some pple can wake up one day and decide to completely shut off from the entire world. Its like they have decided to go into hidin in some small mini black hole. Probably due to some shameful things they did or simply with no reason in particular at all. Little did they realise that such sudden behaviour from them wld actually have a huge impact on the pple ard em. So huge such that the pple ard them might juz walk away. Time is capable of changing everything and anything at all.
Peace out~
Monday, November 27, 2006,12:09 AM
sun
Im gonna blog before my mood changes again.Im feelin really happy today. Really really really happy compared to the past few days. I'd sincerely like to thank u for today. Little did i expect it to turn out dis way considerin the fact that i didn feel like goin out at all today. Im sorry if i was bein a prick. Im sorry for yellin and bickerin wit ya on e fone. I was annoyed coz i was really tired and wished to slp in more. The weddin lunch was alrite. It was the company that made it all so fun and enjoyable. I miss hangin out wit tt 2 crazy buddies of urs. Sometimes i wonder if i will miss them if we are no longer one. I miss those mini crazy chats that we have wenever we meet em up. I miss those chillin out in coffeebean or starbucks over some hot/cold chocolate drinks. I miss em gettin all hyped up over photo takings. Thank u Zahidah and Hidayah :) Ya guys are the best buddies we cld ever asked for.The movie "Just Friends" was sincerely caught by chance. I didn wanna watch it coz i was afraid we wldn have enough cash to last us. But hey, i really enjoyed the movie wit u. It feels so nice juz havin ur arms wrapped ard me. I love it wenever u surprise me wit mini kisses and huggies. Oh and thank u for the HUGE spongebob!!! I LOVE IT!!! YAY!! Now ive sometink to hug to slp. Probably that wld make me wanna turn in earlier. If im able to, i'd wanna get u patrick :pU said "I wan u to have the best.". I know. Im sorry if u feel that no matter wat u do u will always be 2nd place. Thats y i didn wan u to help me dis time round. Coz i know if things were to really turned out for the beta, u wld be at the losing end and i really dun wanna c u all upset and rejected again. I hope for u to be loved. I know how it feels to always be the one who tries so hard to make and set things rite but in the end, u gain/benefit notink. I hope u wldn feel that i neglect u in any ways. I may b really blunt and harsh to u at times but i dun hate u. Ur really a nice person. Sometimes i can c the sadness in ya eyes but im sorry i cant do much to make u feel beta. All i wanna say is, i hope for the best for u too. And without u wit us all these while, we wld be long gone.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006,3:15 PM
wed
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARA!!!
I hope that ur day will be filled with endless joy and with this brand new year, everything will go smoothly for u. However and whichever way u wan it to be :)
Sometimes we are driven to make decisions that we do not ever wish to. It is the circumstances and the risks involved in it that drove us to to it. The causing factors. The damn factors. Due to whatever factors it might be, u have no choice but to obliged to it. Even thou thats the last thing on earth u'd wanna do. Affairs of the heart, its simple yet complex. It has the absolute power to drive one insane and straight up the wall.
I rest my case.
Friday, November 10, 2006,2:49 AM
fri
Why does one always have to regret onli after losing someone whom they once took for granted? It is onli after losing that particular someone den u came to realised the importance of him/her existence. Why are human beings born to be such complicated and ungrateful creatures? I really dun understand. Really.
Thursday, November 09, 2006,1:29 AM
thur
Why is life full of upside downs and threats?If onli it is a bed of roses every single day.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006,1:26 PM
wed
I'm feelin rather upset for dis really good fren of mine. She's dis really sweet lovin gf who really cares so much for her bf, but for some reason they have been quarrellin pretty often lately. Caught up wit her on msn las weekend n she told me that she broke up wit her bf. I was totally taken aback. Coz she's one girl i know who will still hang on to her r/s wit her bf regardless of what. I know she really loves him. But. She juz had to call it off. Reason? Unexplained. At least not yet. She mentioned in her blog tt she wish for her frens to understand coz at the very moment she really dun feel like talkin abt it. Well girl its alrite, juz take ya time :DMany tots ran thru my mind wen i tink abt being in a r/s. There are so many pros and cons, so many ups and downs. Sometimes its the most blessful thing tt eva happened in ya life and sometimes it can be the most dreadful thing. Being in a r/s is more den that. Commitment, Trust, Care, Concern, Patience, Understanding, Responsiblity, Communciation....etc. I dunno how our parents live it up to that, all i know is that the modern generation are nt exactly doin a great job wen it comes to r/s, being commitment to one another and all. To some pple, love is all about feelins rather den commitment. Feelins comes and go, thats how crushes came abt. But lets juz say, ur in a r/s and u realised that u kinda had fond feelins for dis other person. Before u go ahead with anytink, stop and ask yaself y and do u really wanna risk ur probably long term r/s juz for dis new fantasy of urs? What are the risks involve and wat cld be the consequences to every thing u decide to do? Coz sometimes u may think that its harmless to go ahead with watever decision u made but the consequences might turn out to be sometink really drastic which ur not able to handle at all and for that it might probably cause u to regret for the rest of ur life. So pple, plz rmb to tink twice before u plunge down into any decision u made.