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Tuesday, May 31, 2005,3:07 AM
Monday , 30th May 2005
Mp3 : Avril Lavigne - Don't Tell Me
im stuck in my proj lab now in Blk M. n the entire lab is so rowdy. y? coz there's lotsa unwanted pests ard. their chatterings alone is enough to cause me headache for the wholeday. so irritatin. brenda and regina went for lunch. didn wanna go along coz i had a heavy breaky at 10am wit cara. yay! FJ is finally opened. cant believe i actually miss the food there.
wokeup late today. was THAT close to bein not able to sign my attendance dis mornin. argh! coz of the congested pathway filled wit NYP students al the way frm station to sch. newbies start sch today. so does 2nd year students. a whole new sem for em. lucky em. i'd rather attend borin lectures and tutorials den doin my fyp now. god bless me. at least i can hang out wit my mates if its lects and tutorials. sigh guess its sometink every poly student'l hafta go thru someday. juz note tt fyp sucks BIGG time. haha!
had a lil talk wit Ms Elaine and realised that our mid presentation is nex week(week7). a huge PHEW upon hearin the news. hehe tt means ive slightly more time to slack ard. but cannot la, muz seriously get some work done. did my gantt chart at least? hehe! now body system tuned back to "lazy mode". wanna Zzzz liao...brb...
Monday, May 30, 2005,2:45 PM
munchin away on an apple. my daily intake of fibre.hehe. muz la or else constipation. dun like that feelin. u know wen there's shit in u but u cant get it out of ur system ? tsktsk lousy feelin i tell ya. wen to bugis to shopshop. hehe had chicken rice for dinner and billy bombers's cookies&cream milkshake. woah! damn sweet and of coz FATTENIN!!!
back to hellhole tmr from 830am-6pm. argh! hmm mayb ask val out for lunch or breaky. sms her earlier she didn reply muz b slpin liao. another miss piggy. tsktsk! feel like eatin the jap butter bread.
,3:42 AM
Sunday , 29th May 2005
Rise and shine everybody! its already 1228pm now and for those out there who'r stil in bed.plzplz wakeup or else u can forget abt cash rollin in! hehe ok fine i dun make no sense..Mp3 - Black Eyed Peas : Dun Phunk Wit My Heartdays r kinda borin these days. notink much for me to blog either. sometimes i cant even pen down how im exactly feelin. its tough. im runnin out of cash now and ive tons of things to buy. i wanna get myself more tees , bermudas , jeans , dunk , perfume (really really runnin low on tt). sighz and loads more. wld feel worse if i record every single item down. went to jurong pt yest and met my dearest cousin Claire up after watchin Madagascar. i had a taste of billy bombers milkshake. cookies and cream. not bad not bad. kinda addictive as wat she claimed. ooh den i bought dis really cute and girly boxers frm watson. hehe so CUTE and pinky !! ooh but a while after i paid for it i was like, kinda ex ah...it costed me 6$. oops mum callin! ciao !
Saturday, May 28, 2005,4:53 PM
Saturday , 28th May 2005
juz got back home frm cara hse. was watchin Miss congenality 2 in her mum's room. kinda borin show i tink. dun really like it. wld much much prefer The Amityville Horror..hehe my fav kinda show. really did scare the shit out of me. believe it or not i cldn slp well for at least a week after watchin tt show. haha chicken me.
met cara up for lunch. had swenson for lunch. chicken baked rice, gold rush and earthquake. yeah believe it or not, we ate it all. haha! den we head off to woodlands, walked ard...bought dis rubber band which everybody is wearin it now. been the IN thing for so long liao now den buy, bit slow but oh well. haha. after tt we chill at her hse, watch dvd la. oh and she dyed her hair.hmm looks alrite...kinda jealous coz i didn manage to dye mine? mayb i'l sometime nex week..talkin abt nex week..a new week..a new beginnin..FYP's week 6..gonna have our first presentation of e fuckin proj for the v first time. pray to scrape thru tt. hell hole.
,4:43 AM
Friday , 27th May 2005
Guess wat? im not in sch again today. too stressed out lately. loads of unhappy tinks happened in my life. i'd beta off be pronounced dead. honestly. now my attendance is at risk, i suppose so. been the how-many-times im absent liao. shall not tink too much abt it. im in absolute no mood to be present in the lab everyday to work on my FYP. life seriously sucks at the mo'.
Friday, May 27, 2005,12:15 PM
Thursday , 26th May 2005
Mp3 - Oliver James : Long Time Comin'
Its a lazy mornin. woke up to realise that it had been rainin probably the whole nite. N the ground r all wet and well..wet..feelin bit hungry at the mo'. didn have a proper dinner las nite. probably juz a bowl of soup and 2slices of bread. no rice nor noodles. not much appetite i guess. hate the feelin of havin to wakeup at 720am in the mornin to go to sch til 6pm. feels in im enterin a daily jail. not mentionin the hatred i felt of havin to travel in an overly crowded train wit stinky pple for abt 10mins everymornin. N certain pple juz love to give u certain kinda stares tt sends shiver down ur spine. ARGHHHHH!!!!
*i miss U...
Thursday, May 26, 2005,11:48 PM
Wednesday , 25th May 2005
Had a long tirin day in sch. thou i left halfway i can feel that ive actually done quite alot on my proj compared to las couple of days or even weeks. cara was there to help me out. i appreciate that alot. thank u lil one!
sighz. sometinks r v much botherin me now. someone v impt in my life wanna leave me. doesn feel like stayin in spore and b treated rite. wants to leave and start life afresh somewhere. reason? simple, coz i hurt him once again. i promised not to but i stil did. ive already done my v best to prevent him frm bearin such tots. now it all depends on him himself, whether he really wanna leave dis country and start anew somewhere without me knowin abt his whereabts. i wanna b able to make him smile once again.
to someone who was on my mind subconsicously today. whom shldn b in the first plc. dun worry u will soon b forgotten. i know u wish for tt too. u promised someone that. do not wish to recieve more unhappiness and discontentment frm a particular person whom i love. wish to speak no more. ciaoz.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005,6:22 AM
Tuesday, 24th May 2005
Hello there!haha skipped sch again today. and now im enterin a new entry usin a lappie. woah the keys feels so soft and goooooood..hehe. anywayz tink i had a fantastic afternoon? hmm lets juz say i got wat i wanted and im contented. suddenly im tinkin of sch again coz i sms abt Ms elaine regardin my absence but she didn reply. either shes busy wit sometink or shes mad at me. well mayb im juz bein paranoid. drop it !
weather changed from damn sunny to supa rainy now. feels a lil chillin. nice time for a nap. but tink i wont grab one coz its time i do sometink abt my FYP. which includes figurin out how to use macromedia flash MX. any kind soul(s) out there can help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
Simple Plan - Welcome to my life is currently bein blasted on my hi fi. hehe dis songs somehow remind me of viv. she had it in her friendster. oh well shes history. someone whos not worth of mentionin.
tink im gonna be kinda lonely for the rest of the day coz v soon cara will hafta go to work. shall not mention wat kinda work tts coz erm its time consumin. haha lame but yeah time consumin. 4x a week. worse is no one's to acc me. riza aint in spore now too. feel like catchin a movie now or go for a jog. but its rainin. god damnit. gotta get my room clean up now. brb.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005,3:42 AM
Monday , 23rd May 2005
Mp3 : Avril Lavigne - fall to pieces.
Hmm guess that somehow sums up how i'm feelin or have been feelin for the past 2 days. anywayz note that i've lost a couple of good frenz. Mayb its juz gonna be a momentary thingy, but u can neva b too sure.
Woke up dis afternoon feelin a lil confused. And a lil giddy mayb coz to lack of slp. sighz lotsa unpleasant happenings occurrin at least once everyday. so life aint life anymore i guess. ok enough of depression, now back to reality. hmm wonderin y Mz haven given me a call or sms. hmm has she forgotten abt her darling? haha anywayz darling if u happen to read my blog drop me a tag or anytink k. coz i miss havin ya ard in my life, u were with me abt 3/4 of the day every weekday.
came to realised that my blog's quite borin. meant the outlook and layout looks kinda simple, plain and typical. set my mind into findin a new blogskin which looks much nicer and attractive. N i wanna make sure i improve on my HTML so that my blog will stan out..haha !!!!
ok mum's callin out for me frm the kitchen. lunch time for me !!!! brb yeah...peace out...
Monday, May 23, 2005,3:57 PM
2nd Entry...
Currently on e fone with cara. stubborn goat, dun allow me to hang up e fone so im forced to type a new entry AND talk to her the same time. argh! can hardly concentrate. and oh mi god juz remembered tt tmr - sch day. a new week. think all im gonna do on my desktop is try to log on to hopster[so tt i can chat on msn, e entire day?], check my emails, check out lyrics, try to mayb do a tiny weeny bit of flash. thats abt it, i guess.
Went town today. juz walked ard, believe it or not, up and down the streets tryin to rmb wheres nearest mac where there's a powersocket so that we can work on the laptop. i need cara to teach me how to change the blogskin. YEAH i know thats lame but...oh well !! sighz i can feel the tiredness now. ok wanna go Zzz liao....nitez...sweetdreams to myself...haha LAME !
Sunday, May 22, 2005,3:28 PM
Sunday , 22th May 2005
Currently chattin with my dearest valerie on msn. sighz none of my other chat mates r online at the moment.
somebody wld ask me hows my day.
well, overall its fine. started off pretty badly.
with some tears and heart to heart convo wit someone whom i love and treasure.
hope that HE knows abt it. had sukae sushi for dinner.
havent been eatin well lately so guess that meal kinda causes me a slight stomach upset.
did sometink out of the blue, got up on stage in front of zillions of people duelling wit another lady over 2limited editions of STARWARS mugs.
oh well. its not for me anywayz. haha but nah its alrite.
my day ended fine, happiness and contented all in one. wish for that kinda feelin
everyday. i know its possible, will make it possible.
Saturday, May 21, 2005,8:32 PM
A lousy or a suay beginnin?
Wonder if this works. wonder if its a good idea to startup a blog.
do not wish for unwanted attention or spammin of tag boards occurin.
anywayz first entry, should be a happy one but sadly it ain't.
well i do not exactly wish to elaborate on it. sorry.
juz know that im hatin myself now. for being such a fool.
for being such a liar.
for being such a liar who lied abt the same matter twice. sighz.
juz note that im feelin extremely fucked up now.