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Tuesday, February 27, 2007,12:45 AM
mon
Finally i made a point to wake up early and dragged my ever so lazy arse to school. Lessons were from 930am - 1230pm. Its been a long while since i attend school and well, i am glad i was still able to catch up and cope with whatever thats been goin on while on the disappearin act. Thanks to Vincent, i managed to get myself into a grp for the assignment. Thanks dude. Really appreciate it.
I think i will have to accept the possible fact that my clique in school are gonna be mostly guys. Hmmm. Which spells total boredom. I know a couple of other guys apart from Vincent today. They'r quite laid back and friendly dudes. I shall not be fussy now. Its always nice makin new friends regardless of the gender ain't it. Haha.
I made a trip to the library after my lessons and borrowed a couple of SELF and SHAPE mags. It has been a long while and i miss reading such mags and i wanna gain more knowledge when it comes to fitness too? And i got my hair trimmed too. Finally. Feels like a ton off my head after that. I love that fresh and light feeling i get each time i get my hair trimmed. Thinkin of addin a little color to my hair too, its apparently too black for my liking. Probably dark blonde or light brown. Any beta suggestions pple?
As for the rest of the evening, it was movie marathon. Step Up, The Perfect Man, Goal. Due to the rain, instead of making a trip to town we decided to rent DVDs and be couch potatoes. I will not to make that a habit thou.
For certain reasons im feelin really drained now thou it is onli 1am. Its so not Elaine to hit the sack at this time of the nite. School's at 2pm tmr.
So i'ma go now.
Sunday, February 25, 2007,11:55 PM
sun
Its a rainy day. I love it when the weather's such. All rainy and cosy. Jus an ideal day to cuddle with ur loved one. Where's mine? Secretly stashed away in my cupboard. Haha.
I am suppose to be going over to my cousin's place this evening for house warming. Dinner included of coz. But i chose not to. I am too lazy for that and i'd rather be in the comforts of my sheets. I'd much prefer to spend the time just doing things i enjoy since i've been missing out much of that recently. I know i am weird but sometimes i love it when i am able to do nothing but just sit by my desk or lay on my bed surfing the net or blog hop. I enjoy reading interesting blogs. Even if i dunno that person.
Couple of days back, Wye smsed me. Just to deliver a piece of news to me. "Damn. U shld have joined me las nite. I kinda kissed "D"." She fcukin arsehole. How dare she kissed D knowing that i am interested in D and to think she's my buddy! I am still as pissed off as im now as compared to that fateful day when she smsed me. For that, i ain't gonna forgive her. I am still dying to know D. Even thou, the desire is not that strong anymore compared to when i first got to know about D but. i. still. wanna. know. D. I dun mind being just frens. I just gotta learn to have a little more self control thats all.
Jessie is upset due to certain reasons which i shall not state. I personally dun think its wise that i pen it down. Babe if ur sad, im sad and if im sad, Cara's sad. So if ur sad, all the 3 of us will be. So pls dun be sad anymore. Cheer up for our sake yeah? The next time we meet, i will give u a big hug to make u feel beta. That is if it does :D
I like my current job. I enjoy it pretty much in fact. Thou the pay's peanuts but oh well, at least it still is a source of income for me rather then i plain live off my parent's pockets. Colleagues are alrite except for one black sheep. I can't show that i hate him or disrespects him or anything like that too coz afterall he is the one thats in charge of the CA's weekly schedules. I wish i am able to get more shifts thou. I am in need of cash. Can i have a sugar daddy pls?
One thing i hate and a habit i've to get rid of at work. That is to be able to stop eating and resist the temptation to wanna chew on food even when i am not hungry. Working in an F&B environment has always been a bad idea to me. I was working in a bubble tea dessert shop the other time and i kinda gained some weight. Frens claimed that my face got chubby after a month there even thou i kept up with my weekly fitness routine. Now that i dun even have the time to exercise, i really do not wish to imagine how i might look like after a period of time. So i will have to say NO to the continuous intake of food while i am my 5hrs or 8hrs shift. Bye bye to my ramen, chicken bao, bananas, the works, green tea, french fries, prawn rolls, sotong balls, string rolls, samosas, black pepper wings, and the list goes on.
It's been a while since we last communicate. Surprisingly enough i am quite alrite about it as compared to months back. I am now fully able to control and substain myself from sms-ing u for absolutely no reason at all or callin u just so to hear ur voice or to tell u i miss u. It was certainly nice to have u calling me and smsing me all the time back den and hearin how much u miss me and wanna be wit me. But things changed over time and it still is changin i believe. I think it is much better now of a situation for us as compared to the past few months even thou u were a great company. It was really disappointing when i finally got to know the real and true you. U weren't exactly the kind of person u seemed to be. Well, i guess that was kinda expected since we never really knew each other before we jumped straight into this whole drama. I am glad that we r finally out of it now. I think u and i both are relieved that we ended up as just friends eventually.
I miss u and i love ur company lately. I miss mockin u by sayin how much u stink coz u haven hit the showers when the clock reads 931pm. I miss the way ur hands brushes against my waist once in awhile while walkin down the streets of orchard road. I miss the way u held my hand and softly plant kisses on it. I miss the way u hold and hug me when some guys tries to be funny and cheeky wit me esp u-know-who. I miss those sheepish eyes u gave me when ya in need of some pamperin and TLC. I miss the sense of jealousy u have and gave me when i say so and so is/are hot/sexy, esp D. I miss tellin u that at the end of the day, ur the one for me.
I think i beta stop now before i start to feel all emo again.
Friday, February 23, 2007,6:25 PM
fri
It was a nite filled with love, comfort and warmth.Another Idle day.Have u ever tried not doing anything but jus plain sleepin thru the entire day? Slept at 12am the nite before, woke up at 2pm the next afternoon, got up and washed ya face brushed ya teeth and lay back in bed just coz there's nothin beta for ya to do and before ya realised it u slipped off to dreamland again till 6pm? The feelin is jus shiok! Haha. Yeah, that was what i did today, basically. After an almost a week long of hols, it is back to work tomorrow. Yesterday i missed school and got hella load of scoldin. Lazy arse, u deserved it.Argh! I sincerely needa continue watching Prison Break. Needa catch up wit my frens. Esp Jessie and Cara!! Sometimes it seems like they'r speakin in some sorta foreign language which i can barely understand. Lword stil is the priority i guess. Haha.I am hungry. I need food. I need some warm soupy asian food.Btw, Happy Birthday to Ben Zeger.
Thursday, February 22, 2007,1:30 AM
thur
I did nothing much today.
Woke up earlier den expected so make a trip to NUS. Was hoping against hope that i'd somehow bump into my eye candy. But too bad la. A short walk from the bus stop to the Office Of Admissions somehow clearly tells me my wish ain't gonna come true. Back and forth, onli a total of 5 other person walked past us. That was so pathetic. Sigh.
Lunch was at the Clementi's most famous Fish & Chips. Or so they claimed but seriously speaking i dun c or taste how fantastic the chips are. I had the grilled fish with cream sauce. Was so so ok. Rate it 5/10.
Made a trip to Jurong Point with the intention of buying the wallet which ive been eyeing for. But. It was gone. Sigh. A fruitless trip. I hate the feeling of not gettin or achieving what i want or aim for. I hate it. It jus simply ruins my mood and make me all cranky and grouchy. Anyways to calm myself down i decided to head off to Billy Bombers to get their Cookies & Cream milkshake. In the end i was forced to eat the nachos chili as well. Immediately after the huge amount of food intake, i felt so sleepy. Slept in the train all the way back to Yishun.
I was supposed to be working at 5pm today but there was a changed of shift at the very last min so i got back home at about 530pm. Hit the showers, surf a lil net and did some blog hoppin. When i was about to nap a lil, dad asked me to have my dinner. Gosh. Again. Food. I was as bloated as hell. Just to make my dad happy coz he made the effort to prepare dinner for us all, i ate a lil and stri after that i hit the sacks. Even thou it was so wrong to sleep immediately after eating but i was sincerely too drained. Woke up at 9pm due to a phonecall.
It was really nice watching you sleep. And oh did i tell u i love the way u smell ? I love u.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007,5:27 PM
tue
Apocalypto
Finally. I watched that Mel Gibson movie. Sorry folks but ive gotta agree wit most peeps of mine that hes a rather sick man. Haha. Well i wanted to watch it off the theatre but none of my frens were game for it. So yeah. Luckily i spotted the DVD stashed somewhere within one of the 6 DVD folders my cousin owe when i was over his plc during the first day of CNY. I had a mixture of emotions during the whole 2hrs 17min. Its a guesome, intelligent yet heart touchin movie. And it never fails to amuse me wit a couple of its scenes.
1st day of CNY : Fell ill. As stated in my previous post. Took a nap from 1-4pm. Travelled all the way to lakeside with a sick stomach. Feelin all giddy too. Im thankful for the smooth and tactful old man who drove the cab. If he were to be as jerky as mos of the cabby drivers i might have jus puke in his car rite there and den. So thank u Sir, May ya be blessed with good health in dis golden pig year. Surprisingly enough, we were the first family to arrive at my uncle's plc. Mingled a lil wit Ester. Have not been seein her ard since she had a job post in China. Yes, China :S. Now jie speaks chinese wit a lil CHINA accent. Gosh. Anyways its cool. She managed to maintain her Sporean English accent. Haha.
Dinner at their place was an extremely light one. 3 spoonfuls of fried beehoon and a cup of hot tea for me. Didn't dare eat or junk too much either jus in case my stomach decided to give way again.
My sincere apologies to Jessie and Chris. So sorry about the movie.
2nd day of CNY : Slept at ard 4am the nite before hence that explains y i woke up at 1pm the next day. Had fish porridge prepared by my dearest mummy. Fantastic choice since my stomach had resume to its normal state. Slipped Apocalypto into my lappie's DVD drive, played it for barely 40mins and its time for us to get ready for the day's visit. First off, to Ahma's hse (mum's side). As usual as per every year, we had our 2nd serving of lunch there. In the midst of it, a few other aunties and uncles whom we have not met for a couple of years now arrived wit their children. Their daughters all looked pretty erm. Girly? And act chio types. So for once, ive to say that i actually feel pretty gay being ard them. Im not saying its a bad thing thou. Probably due the the fact that im dressed so normal and simple?
Next up, to my dad's eldest sister's hse for dinner. Once we get there, it was stri to liling jie's room. Either to read mag or watch whatever shows tts off channel 5 or 8 wit my siblings. One mag spotted on jie's table that totally made me drool. VICTORIA'S SECRET!!! Haha! Was flipping thru lookin at the hot babes wit nothin but lingerie on. Woah. I was the happiest girl on earth at that pt of time mann! Haha! While i was at it, my bro was fussin over some stuff in his lappie. Watever dude.
Dinner was pork wit steamed bun. Gave that a total miss. Instead of goin to the les party wit Wye tt nite, i met up wit Jessie and Chris instead. To chill out. We settled on 930pm outside Heeren. Well, all of em were late except for me. So i was smsing Jessie on my way there tellin her i will probably jus walk ard and drop by fourskin to get a belt for my girl. BUT. When i got to town, it was literally like Ghost town. 95% of the shops along orchard road were closed. So i was like a loser loitherin ard for about an hour before all of em arrived.
Knowing that i have not had my dinner, They suggested we grab a bite before the usual plan which was a drink at coffeebean. Not much of a choice so we settled for Mac. Nonetheless at the end of the nite we had a total blast and it was so sweet of chris to drive us all the way back home. Thank u so much dude! And Jessie sweetheart, lets do a double date dis coming weekend. Dinner and movie, hows that?
Mum's callin me for some fried chicken wings. Peace out.
Sunday, February 18, 2007,1:03 PM
sun
Woke up at ard 7am wit a discomfort feelin in my stomach. Went to e loo and vomitted. Its now 1.04pm and so far i had vomitted about 4x now. Gosh. I really dunno what is wrong wit my stomach. What did i ate wrongly? Its my mum's cooking and everything shld by fine by rite. Food poisioning is last on the list. Coz the rest of my family members are totally fine. Weird. Sigh.
What a way to start off the first day of chinese new year. So damn unlucky. Suey. Whats worse is, if the discomfort continues, i dunno how am i gonna endure it for its gonna be a long long long day for me.
Mum's apparently preparing lunch. Im not sure if im able to intake food as for now. I dun wanna have to puke everything out the next second it goes down my throat and into my stomach. Makes my throat feel all acidic and sore after vomitting. Yikes.
Mum suggested that it might be indigestion. Well, i really dunno. Probably i jus need to exercise. Lack of exercises has made me a sickly person.
Pls someone send me an angel.
Saturday, February 17, 2007,5:45 PM
sat
Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around.../...Comes Around
Valentine's day. Seoul Garden was enjoyable and lighthearted. Filled wit laughters and giggles for that whole 3hrs plus. Basically jus love the company. No pressies this year thou. Used to receive like a whole load of it. Oh well, guess im old and fugly now. Nobody wants no more.
And oh few andros ard, all like shit, tryna dress and look like shane but OH PLZ. Jus blind me and probably i'd say ya lookin cute. *puke.
End of FYP for the peeps. And im so gonna miss Jessie. So gonna miss hangin out wit Jessie, Xiuhui, Tiff. Hmm. Shoppin and coffee + endless bitching someday Jess? Haha. Dun forget our midnite movie date tmr babe! With my girlgirl and ur boyboy :D
I am thinkin and wonderin about u at this very moment. And probably alot of other moments before. It jus feels so weird not meetin u or feelin ur skin on mine even thou its such a short period of time. I miss lyin on bed wit u by my side. I miss hearin ur laughters and giggles. I miss the way u smell on a brand new mornin. I miss the way u YESSS wen things goes ur way and wen u managed to successfully upload a particular somethin. I miss hearin ur sweet nothings. Most importantly i miss u.
But i hate the way we quarrel jus about nothin in particular at all. Sometimes it was jus me, whose in a cranky mood probably due to PMS but i took it out on u. Im sorry for all the times i made ur heart bled wen i repeat my mistakes time and time again. I really wonder why. Am i such a silly fool that i didn treasure what ive till i finally lose it? Somebody pls slap the shit out of me. Becky, i know u'd probably be the first to volunter. Thanks alot for being a dear pal to me all these while.
Reunion dinner now.
Brb.
Wishing everyone a very Happy Chinese New Year !!! Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!
Monday, February 12, 2007,2:59 PM
mon
Hi all.
I'm practically drained and numb from work and tiredness. And i've been missin sch quite a bit lately. Its sincerely time to get my arse to school from dis week onwards.
I'm beginnin to enjoy my job. Auntie's great, colleagues are great, food and drinks are great too. Eva since i started workin there, i've been eating alot. And i predict in a matter of weeks time i'd gain like 10pounds. Esp now that i can barely find the time to do any form of exercises. The onli exercise i does is probably, runnin after the bus and train? Big fat arse.
Becky's exams finally ended las fri and we kinda caught up on MSN a lil on sat nite. Was so much fun and comfort jus to be able to converse wit her once again after so long. I need someone to confide in too esp now that too much stuff had happened during the period she was preparing for her exams. Somehow always in the midst of our convo, i will fall into the emo mood esp if we r talkin abt a particular person whom i was once crazy over. But that ain't the case anymore. Things kinda changed quite a bit during the past 2months and its probably a blessing in disguise that things ended up such. Things are way too chilled between us now. I guess...i just dun love u no more.
Thanks to that mini possession, i felt the connection between us.
Friday, February 09, 2007,4:09 PM
fri
Gwen Stefanie Feat Akon - The Sweep Escape
Been really tired lately. School + work + lack of slp. Its slowly killin me.
Wed was the first day of work for me. 7hrs shift. Feels rather lazy and kinda weird coz its been a long time since ive gotta wake up during a certain timing whether i like it or not jus to report to work. ARGH! Anyways, it aint as bad as i tot it'd be. Colleagues are fine, work load are fine too. Just a lil frying here and there which means ive gotta take extra care of my face. I dun need another outbreak of pimples. Overall im pretty content wit this new job of mine. Rather relaxing.
Mum says its about time i start earnin some cash for myself once again. So here u have it mum!
It doesn meant you can simply go into hiding when the going gets tough. That wld only make pple perceive you as a puss.
Sunday, February 04, 2007,9:53 PM
sun
A very lazy weekend once again. But it's all good.
Bumped into Wye yesterday on my way back home. Was askin me if i'd like to go the dis particular party sometime during CNY. Im actually considerin. One reason is coz D is gonna be there. Partyin = Drinkin = Smokin = Hookups = Gettin laid (Hopefully). Haha. I'm gonna be a wild chick anytime soon mann. Mark my words. Life's too short to be missin out on these fun and wild stuff.
Speakin of Wye. DUDE! Ya looked pretty drained wit those panda lookin huge eye bags. Damn. Its seriously time for ya to catch up on regular nite slp rather den goin clubbing. N stop wit e hook ups and foolin ard wit chicks already will ya! Makin me jealous onli. Besides, its sincerely time for you to find "The One" and settle down. Ya need a lady in ya life otherwise ya out of control.
Pls dun add any more pressure on yaself. Life's already stressful enough so jus kick back and jus chill at times. I promise i'd be there to hold u in my arms and cuddle u to slp after whispering gently into ur ear "It'l be a beta day tmr.". Kiss and hold u tight all thru the nite my love.
Thursday, February 01, 2007,8:45 PM
fri
Danity Kane - Ride For You
I was lookin thru the lyrics and one sentence kinda caught my attention :
..."I've been with you for too long to start over with another"...
It got me thinkin. It got me doin a lil ponderin. It got me wonderin how wld my life be like if i cld turn back time. If i had not maake the decision i made. Oh well.
My days hasn exactly been fruitful since school's onli once per week. Its been 2 weeks now. I needa do something more meaningful !!! Ben & jerry's milkshake and Starbucks's Ice Chocolate Hazelnut I miss. Ive been doin alot of slpin and chattin on MSN wit jessie lately. She's a damn wacko girl la. But absolute fun. Haha.
Fell ill 2 days back. Came down wit a case of flu and fever. Felt rather horrible due to the fact that its been ages since i fell ill? I suspect its either 1) Xiuhui or 2) Lack of exercises. Yes, Xiuhui was ill. That poor girl was havin 2 sweaters on at a time in the labbie for a couple of days in the row, thou the labbie was in an OK temperature? And yes, weird me, if i stop exercisin for sometime i will fall ill. Call me weird but there's nothin i can do about that can i? Haha. But i'm all good now.
Some pple jus love poking their noses into other pple's affairs. Get a fcukin life already will ya? Ya know who ur.
Its amazin how fast my counter jumps these days.