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Friday, June 10, 2005,12:23 AM
Thursday , 9th June 2005
Suddenly it seems like trust is not the rite word to use anymore. or rather believe. n u know mayb its a bad tink tt god made me a forgivin person. a person who tinks tt hatred doesn exist. a person who feels tt rather b frenz den enermy. N peeps bein forgivin is not a goood tink at all. pple will juz tink ur a dumb ass. take u for granted too. i dun even feel like mentionin tt incident tt made me wrote all these. juz hear dis : ITS OVER!!! i may b forgivin but i certainly did at least mature a lil - i aint callin her or watsoever. even if she calls so wat? fuck it.
11.56am
had been slpin since i got back frm breaky. regina is not in sch today and brenda is off for lunch break wit one of her previous classmate. im al alone here n now. havin quite a stiff neck. n am stil yawnin away. it is a v lethargic day for me today. had runnin and tennis to do at 6pm somemore. wondering whether im able to survive thru these all. *ignorance aint good. means havin the intention to avoid someone or sometink.* curently feelin slightly beta den dead.