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Saturday, January 14, 2006,12:12 AM
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It really scares me knowin how fast pple actually changes. Even if u dun change, tt doesn mean tt pple ard u wldn, even someone whom u tot wld be ur fren for a long long time. Someone whom u least expect to change, drifted so far apart frm u tt it hurts. It hurt so much that it actually became numb. Which cld be a blessin. Shall take Nat's Quote : Ignorance is GOLD, do not bother much abt the bitchin n rumours thats probably goin ard behind ur back. Get back on track n go on wit ur life. Life's stil hafta go on no matter what. Unless the earth decides to crash one day.
Haven been really happy these days. Mayb coz of the PMS mood swings im havin. Cry easily, over the slightest matter, for example, Kena scoldin for no particular reason. Or rather for some reason i tink i shldn be blamed for at all. Anywayz, Fuck it. I'l b fine real soon. I Hope.
Had a short day in sch. Recieved a call frm Michelle at 7AM dis mornin informin me [Las min] that we will be havin a Case Study Mini Test from 8.10-9.50AM. So much for plannin to be late for this mornin's lab. The test went well thou. Juz that for that particular lab im trapped sittin beside 2 pple whom i wish to have the least contact wit apparently. And im warnin ya, DO NOT STEP ONTO MY TAIL or else...NO MERCY !!! Had mac breaky wit Cara at 10.43AM. She was supposed to turn up at 10AM but for some reason she missed the train. Tsk!!! At least she wasn late for her test at 11AM. Wats up wit us lately, test test test and more tests. Hate sch. Hate tests. Hate classmates. But i'd like to thank Nat, Kel and Sara for their listenin ears. Thank u girls so much.
CNY is juz ard the corner but im no longer lookin forward for it or feelin excited abt it. It had lost its purpose thru the years of me growin up. Used to rmb those times wen i'd enjoy myself durin this season since its meant meetin up wit my cousins and catchin up wit eachother's life. My cousins, they'r all really nice pple. Great Role Models. Ester Jiejie, whom i love the most, cant wait to c her again n huggy huggy her. Hehe! And Claire, wonder wat kinda weird hairstyle shes gonna have this year. CNY is also the time wen someone close will be truely missed. My 1st Uncle. Its been a few years nw, but we are stil missin his presence somehow. The way his laughter always seems to fill the whole livin room area while hes playin Majong and how he wld come by to each and every single one of us askin hws life comin along for us, hows school and whether we've found our other half. Lol! Hes such a joker and no doubt a wonderful Uncle. I miss him. We all do.
1.20AM now. Think Im gonna go to bed. Came dw wit a flu due to tennis trainin under the rain on Wed evenin. Hope it doesn get any worse den it already is. Peace out~
I'm complicated and simple.