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Monday, November 27, 2006,12:09 AM
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Im gonna blog before my mood changes again.Im feelin really happy today. Really really really happy compared to the past few days. I'd sincerely like to thank u for today. Little did i expect it to turn out dis way considerin the fact that i didn feel like goin out at all today. Im sorry if i was bein a prick. Im sorry for yellin and bickerin wit ya on e fone. I was annoyed coz i was really tired and wished to slp in more. The weddin lunch was alrite. It was the company that made it all so fun and enjoyable. I miss hangin out wit tt 2 crazy buddies of urs. Sometimes i wonder if i will miss them if we are no longer one. I miss those mini crazy chats that we have wenever we meet em up. I miss those chillin out in coffeebean or starbucks over some hot/cold chocolate drinks. I miss em gettin all hyped up over photo takings. Thank u Zahidah and Hidayah :) Ya guys are the best buddies we cld ever asked for.The movie "Just Friends" was sincerely caught by chance. I didn wanna watch it coz i was afraid we wldn have enough cash to last us. But hey, i really enjoyed the movie wit u. It feels so nice juz havin ur arms wrapped ard me. I love it wenever u surprise me wit mini kisses and huggies. Oh and thank u for the HUGE spongebob!!! I LOVE IT!!! YAY!! Now ive sometink to hug to slp. Probably that wld make me wanna turn in earlier. If im able to, i'd wanna get u patrick :pU said "I wan u to have the best.". I know. Im sorry if u feel that no matter wat u do u will always be 2nd place. Thats y i didn wan u to help me dis time round. Coz i know if things were to really turned out for the beta, u wld be at the losing end and i really dun wanna c u all upset and rejected again. I hope for u to be loved. I know how it feels to always be the one who tries so hard to make and set things rite but in the end, u gain/benefit notink. I hope u wldn feel that i neglect u in any ways. I may b really blunt and harsh to u at times but i dun hate u. Ur really a nice person. Sometimes i can c the sadness in ya eyes but im sorry i cant do much to make u feel beta. All i wanna say is, i hope for the best for u too. And without u wit us all these while, we wld be long gone.
I'm complicated and simple.