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Thursday, January 18, 2007,5:08 PM

thur

ARGH! Woke up late and missed class today. OB. Sickenin module. And probably the worst module ive eva taken. To add on, i woke up feelin kinda lousy. And rather lethargic. I know there are stuff on my mind but jus cant pinpoint what. Craps. It might jus be PMS for all i know. Hopefully it is.

Nonetheless, its a day to be joyous for. Missin ur company, smiles, cuddles and kisses. But seems like that i ain't gonna receive those gestures anytime soon. Or not eva.

Someone close to me lectured me regarding life. Was telling me and askin me to realise the importance of havin good education and the rightful amt of certs in order to be successful when it comes to career. Hmm. It really got me thinking. I mean, look at the state im in now apparently. Neither here nor there. Sometimes i feel lost. Sometimes im uncertain of what i want or need. Sometimes i dunno what is good for me. Sometimes i do things even thou i know i will eventually regret. Sometimes im jus a freakin weirdo. WHY? Can somebody pls help me with those qns of mine?

Heard some really sad and depressin news frm my best bud las nite. Had a date wit her on MSN but as soon as i logged on, e first thing she told me was that she's feelin really really lousy and she had been cryin for 30min now. Well, she told me the whole story (which i aint gonna type it here coz it jus aint rite.) and she left hm as mentioned. Travelled to that particular destination and after she was done wit what she planned to do, she stayed out til the first train. ARGH! Girl, u have no freakin idea how worried and paranoid u got me. N u got me pissed as well coz despite the countless of times i told ya it aint safe to be alone out there YET u hear none of it. ARGH. SO, for that u owe me one. And pls rmb. CRYIN MAKES ONE BLIND. So stop. Dun cry anymore. He's not worth ur tears. Or rather, no guys r worth any of us ladies tears. So yeah.

Dun forget our lunch date tmr. Gonna pour out all my sorrows to ya and hopefully u dun drown in it. Or rather, both of us dun drown in OUR sorrows. Gosh. Sad and depressed chicks. Haha.

Btw, great chat on msn dis afternoon. Think it was 3hrs long? From ya sentences like "...haha." till "...hahaaaaaaaa.". That wld meant i managed to cheer u up afterall. So mission accomplished!

"Just So You Know" affects me now. I wonder why.